"I didn’t really believe in God. I always walked around saying I was an atheist, but in the program they’re like, “You have to find a higher power. It doesn’t have to be God.” But what the fuck else would it be? They’re like, “Oh, it can be a tree, or the sun,” but it makes no sense to have a higher power unless it’s God. I never really thought I would believe in God, I just know that I’m thankful to someone for saving my life. I’m thankful to someone for giving me the chance to do this interview. I’m thankful to someone that I met the girl that I met. I’m thanking someone; I don’t know if it’s God or not, but I definitely know there’s something there for me. I’m not sitting here praying all the time, but I definitely believe that something has been putting these good things in my life in the 45 days that I’ve been working on this. I’m definitely going to acknowledge that. I’m not going to be like, “There’s no God. This is my own doing”. That’s me going right back into my disease, so acknowledging that there’s something out there for me and that someone’s taking care of me now is a big step."

(Source: dangerousdinosaur, via fuckyeahjonnycraig)